I just received news that Anne McCaffrey, the First Lady of sci-fi has died.  she is the author of the Pern series, as well as the Brain and Brawl, Talents and Powers.  She will be sorely missed. 

I just got a copy of Restoree for my collection and it is now my prized book.  Hopefully I will get more books that she wrote for my collection (especially the Power lines).

Lets raise a glass of wine to the lady who set hearts a-flying upon dragons and sent ships into space.

SALUTE!!!!!

I find a Bon Jovi Greatest Hits yesterday at Walmart and order Evanscence on Ebay.

I had an accident 2 months ago.  I was asleep in Mom's chair and the phone rung.  I stumbled to get it and I find myself on the floor, left arm scratched and a bruise forming.  I had to go to the doctor 2 days later because I had  trouble with it.  Found out it was a deep bruise and I had to do therapy.

At the same time, my back was acting up.  So we did therapy on that as well. 

I fear that all of this has created a flare-up of my fibromylgia.  I am in constant pain and I have to take Vicodon.  I just watch myself and if the pain starts to act up, I take a pill and sit down.  I cannot even stand for 5 minutes before the pain kicks in.

Now, I just watch myself.  This way, I make sure I do not overdo myself.

Now...for the nightly regime of pills.

I am trying to establish a blog.  Please bear with me...

The title says it all.  I have been denying myself into being a hag with no worth.  All I do is sit on my ass and do nothing at all.  I will do my clothes.  I might cook at times.  I keep the emotions bottled up.  My weight shot up so damn fast and that made my doctor concerned.  I am dealing with the possibly of having gastric bypass surgery. 

I am right now thinking of killing the bath scales.  I can not stand my weight right now. 

Now that I got that out, let me begin.

I am Theresa, I am bipolar, fat and suffer a few disorders.

For 6+ months, I have had several medical studies performed on me.  MRIs, sleep studies, EKG,  EEG...you can name it.

I am being considered for gastric bypass surgery.  I did not bring this up, my doctor did.  Within the past year, I gained 54 pounds.  My legs are swollen up, making me to wear canvas shoes that are too big usually. I want to know what the surgery is like.

I do have some hobbies.  I track storms on my computer, I crochet (working on hot pads now), check things out on Ebay. 

I need to go now.  Got to pay attention on the crocheting so I can work on it perfectly.

Okay, it has been a while since I had a blog so here goes. 

43, disabled, mother of a 16yo and child of a 64 mom.  I have my daughter withdraw from school because it was making her crazy.  It got to the point where she was reporting to the vice principal about the teachers were degrading her.  I did yank her out of the school and started her on an online high school based out of Houston.  I figured that she would take a week, get a hold of things. 

That night, she told me that she has completed her studies.  She actually took the complete courses and came back as 83% out of 4 or 5 courses.  We just to pay for her tuition and they will mail her diploma to her.

These days, I am trying to diet and lose weight.  I am at 319 pounds and I am not healthy.  That is the truth and I have to admit it now.   It is my fault that I cannot walk right (waddle like a duck) that I am raiding the icebox at different times and all ice cream is not safe from me.  I LOVE mac and cheese, especially the Stoufers frozen ones.  The only health foods that I like are salads, bananas, oranges, broccoli, green beans and brussel sprouts.